reyna man, sumasablay din. :)

tapos na ang upcat. hindi ako masaya. ugh.

noong umaga ng sabado, ako'y nag-internet lamang. sabi kasi nila mag-relax daw eh. hehe. pagkahapon naman ay sinamahan ako ng kuya kong magpagupit ng buhok. eto, mas mukha na akong maldita. feeling ko mukha akong lalake. aylabet. :) pagkatapos nun ay pumunta kame sa mindpro upang bumili ng snacks. nakita ko pa nga ang mga kaklase kong sina cyril, kikay, at vean sa tricycle. katatapos lang ng upcat nila eh. tinext ko sila agad para ipaalam na nakita ko sila. ang ni-reply? asan daw ako at andun daw si ano sa ano. hahahaha. nakakatawa! anyway, napaka-exagge ko naman o. bumili ako ng malalaking bags ng chili-and-cheese-flavored chippy at barbecue-flavored nova (na hindi ko naman nakain nung exam. hehe). san ka pa? hehe. tapos nun ay pumunta kame sa Fort Pilar dahil ipinangako kong magsisindi ako ng kandila para sa batch namin at sa mga kaibigan ko. wah! Lord..

ang aga kong nagising nung sunday. 3 am ata yun. hehe. since takot akong gamitin ang heater namin, nag-init na lang ako ng tubig the conventional way. pamatay oras na rin yun eh. after kong maligo, humiga ako ulit pero di na ako nakatulog. wala lang. nagbasa lang ako ng mga "good luck" messages ng mga tao. pampalakas ng loob. haha.

mga 4:45 ay bumangon na ako ulit. since ako lang talaga ang gising, ako na mismo ang naghanda ng sarili kong breakfast. pagkatapos kong kumain, nagising na si dad. ako naman, naghanda na. nag-toothbrush, nagbihis, etc. shet. kabado na ako.

pagdating doon sa meh wmsu, ayun, dami na rin palang mas nauna pa sa amin ng isa ko pang kaklase. meh mga nakita akong kakilala at naki-smile na rin sa kanila. pila na raw! *gulp* katakot.

surprisingly, hindi na ako kinabahan nung nakaupo na ako. ewan ko nga ba. mas naging relaxed pa nga ata ako nung pinamigay na nila ang test kits at nung nagsimula na kameng mag-fill up at mag-answer. weird.

pinilit ko talagang tapusin ang language proficiency 6 minutes before the time. baket? ihing-ihi na kasi ako! haha. *rofl*

science.. medyo nahirapan din ako. pero ayos lang naman ata. nagulat lang ako kasi meh mga tanong silang ininclude na lessons namin sa genetics. di naman lahat ng schools meh genetics ah. (di naman sa pagmamataas) wala lang. nagulat lang talaga ako.

hindi ko natapos ang math. nakakainis. last 6-8 items na lang ang dapat kong sagutin nang mag-time na. asar.

hindi ko feel ang reading comprehension. nalulunod ako sa mga sentences! haha. pero ok lang. natapos ko rin naman siya eh. at dahil sa nagkaroon ako ng 10 minutes extra time, napag-isipan kong punan ang mga hindi ko nasagot sa math. naisip ko kasi na sayang din naman yun. may right-minus-wrong policy nga pero 1/4 ng mga maling sagot ang ibabawas sa score mo. kung di mo naman sinagot, walang bawas, wala rin namang check. naisip ko na mas mabuti nang i-take ko yung risk kesa naman hayaan kong hindi ma-count ang 6-8 items na yun. malay ko ba, makachamba pa ako. :)

nung matapos na ang lahat, saka ko naman gustong umiyak. bakit ba UPM ang first campus choice ko? dapat UPD na lang! sure naman na hindi ako papasa sa Nursing eh. baka meh chance pa ako sa Behavioral Science kase non-quota naman siya. pero ayoko! gusto ko sa UPD! bahala na si batman.. hmpf.

mga seatmates at kakilala ko dun, salamat sa chika, encouragement, ngiti, at food offers. hehe. sana pumasa tayo 'no? sana magsama-sama tayo lahat.

pero di ako umaasa. mahirap na. masaket. o_O

the beginning of this day hasn't been exactly, uhmm, refreshing. i think that i probably got so caught up with the nervousness i had the night before that i actually woke up at around 5 and panicked, thinking that i'd be late for my exams. and yeah, i did realize that it was a saturday and my sked was not until the day after. naturally, i drifted off to sleep again. then i had a weird dream.. i dreamed that it was already time for my exams! and i woke up again, checked the time, and panicked again when i saw that it was already 6 in the morning. ok, ok.. it was confusing! i thought things over again. maybe it was really a sunday and that i forgot all about it the night before. wah! but then, i saw my classmates' messages, thanking me for wishing them luck. ok, breathe mars.

but i have to admit, that one's scary..

so if i'm so scared of being late for the biggest entrance examination of my life, then what am i doing now? shouldn't i be sleeping? well i can't.. i'm too wound up to sleep. i'm feeling these weird butterflies inside my chest - not my stomach, but my chest - flapping around like crazy *insert noun here*.

see? i can't even complete sentences anymore! i'm too nervous to think! =/

change mood, change mood..

i finally got a haircut this afternoon! man, this is the shortest 'do i've ever had. hehe. but i'm happy so far - no more unwanted dry-looking curls! and yeah, it's crazy but i have to admit that i like my new hair coz i look more maldita. *evil laugh*

wah! i'm still nervous! even talking about my hair can't change that fact. *sigh*

so yeah.. gotta hit the sheets now. wish me luck, ayt? toodles!

nakakabaliw, nakakaaliw..

buong araw kong kinakanta yan. hehe.

speaking of buong araw.. buong araw lang naman akong sumagot ng mga nakakabaliw na simulated upcat questions. buong araw akong nag-iisip. buong araw akong umaasang maka-chamba. buong araw akong nagshe-shade ng mga boxes. buong araw akong kabado. shet.

ang haba naman ng exam sa english! hindi ko yon natapos. ugh. sinubukan ko na lang pag-chambahan ang mga blanks. tapang ano? hihi. ala pa kaseng right-minus-wrong thingy. ^___^

math? ewan ko. ginanahan naman ako mag-solve kase mostly algebraic ang problems. kaso, kulang ata talga sa oras eh.

science? shet. meh two parts yon eh. ang science sa umaga ay mas madale kesa sa science nong hapon. i so hate physics! ugh..

reading comprehension? hehe. ayos lang. kakatwa. ^___^

filipino? naka! ano ba naman yon?! yeesh..

well, well.. nakapasa naman ako sa lahat. hehe. (ala pang results sa filipino.) pero hinde ako pwedeng magsaya. hindi naman outstanding ang mga marka ko eh. shet talga. hmm.. feeling ko creative writing ang bagsak ko neto. ayos lang, up dil pa ren naman eh. ^___^

Lord, Lord.. sana ho makapasa ako. puhleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeze.. (eeeww.. pop-ish.) wah! gusto ko mag-up diliman! wah! gusto kong mag-business economics (or creative writing)! wah! pangarap ko yon eh! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haii.. bilang na mga oras ko. friday na bukas, tas saturday, tas.. wah!

wait.. meh superstition ba na pag nagpagupet ng buhok before exams, nawawala dao ang pinag-aralan? wag naman sana!gusto kong pumasa!!!

teka..

pano pag sa up manila ako pumasa? specifically, nursing?

*insert cicada sound here*

nah.. labo! haha. *kindat.

*ehem ehem*

gurls, guys, and everything in between, this is mr. roberto "junbi" flores calupitan iii. mukha siyang tahimik ano? hehe. well, if you thought so, then you're right. junbi is not your average talker.

no one really knows why junbi is always the silent type. there even came a time when thought up some stupid and corny jokes on the reason behind his unusual silence. hehe. he smiled at our ideas, though. *wink*

hmm.. so yeah.. i've known this guy way back in elementary. we were classmates from 1st to 3rd grade. from what i can vividly remember, junbi (roberto pa talaga ang tawag namin sa kanya non. feel lang..) was never the way he is now. he was noisy, as in! especially when we were in 3rd grade. we were groupmates before and that group was notorious for being the noisiest in our class. we always find time to laugh at even the most minute details like experiencing a mild earthquake in the middle of math class or his incredibly father-like sneeze. haha. those were the times..

but when i reached high school and found out that junbi's gonna be my classmate once more, it was different.. he wasn't the same ol' "go-go-go roberto" i knew. silence. ugh. weird.. the only times he'd talk to me were when he was in need of paper. abah! syempre di ko sia binibigyan unless magpaalam at mag-"thank you" siya. ayoko kea na senyasan lang ako! haha. =))

now that we're on our final year as high school kids, i'm happy to say that junbi is "making progress". well, considering the fact that all of his buddies are no longer with us, he really had to reach out a bit i guess. it's a good thing, really. he still has this read-my-mind air about him, but he's more, uhmm, interactive nowadays. hehe.

well, whatever.. there's plenty of time to help him break his shell, right? watch out, junbi! i'm going to share my chika powers with you whether you like it or not! haha. ^_____^